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| You got dumped by the person who knew you best,
knew you better than anyone else,
who got to know the real you;
and decided not to stick around.
No one could possibly understand how you feel.
you hate yourself for loving the one you hate,
you hate yourself for hating the one you love.
No one else could ever love you that much.
No one will ever love you again.
Your mother liked you better as a couple,
now you have to tell her you're alone.
which is almost as bad as being alone,
which you are.
you ache.
you're boring your friends.
singing along with sad songs every night loudly,
running out of kleenex and ice cream.
you can't see beyond this,
but maybe it wasn't meant to last.
and maybe it wasn't really what you'd hoped it was, anyway.
There are a million great people out there who WILL stick around.
SO go somewhere, make something,
throw some stuff away,
let your mind move on to other things.
and seriously, don't call.
remember, everybody has had their heart broken;
even your mother.
you'll find someone who loves you the way
your ex never did.
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| Here's to the crazy ones. The MiSfitS. The ReBels. The trouble makers. The round pegs in the square holes. The ones who see things differently. They aren't fond of rules. You can quote them, disagree with them, the only thing you can't do is ignore them. Because they change things. While some may see them as the crazy ones, we see genius. Because the people who think they're crazy enough to change the world, are the ones that do.
Just wanted to share that quote today. Been a really good day so far. Just got an award here in the office for a project I've been working on.  My first award ever.  | | |
| "23" – Jimmy Eat World
I felt for sure last night
That once we said goodbye
No one else will know these lonely dreams
No one else will know that part of me
I'm still driving away
And I'm sorry every day
I won't always love these selfish things
I won't always live...
Not stopping...
It was my turn to decide
I knew this was our time
No one else will have me like you do
No one else will have me, only you
You'll sit alone forever
If you wait for the right time
What are you hoping for?
I'm here I'm now I'm ready
Holding on tight
Don't give away the end
The one thing that stays mine
Amazing still it seems
I'll be 23
I won't always love what I'll never have
I won't always live in my regrets
You'll sit alone forever
If you wait for the right time
What are you hoping for?
I'm here I'm now I'm ready
Holding on tight
Don't give away the end
The one thing that stays mine
You'll sit alone forever
If you wait for the right time
What are you hoping for?
I'm here I'm now I'm ready
Holding on tight
Don't give away the end
The one thing that stays mine...
Today I'm 23... in a couple of months I'll be another year older...and wiser (or so I think). Anyway I just want to share the mp3 of this song. It's got nice lyrics. Quite a large file but it's worth it. Here's the link:
23 - Jimmy Eat World
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| A lot of things have been bugging me lately.. Good thing I got a lot of things to do to divert them as well. Was on the road by 7am, my instructor picked me up and I drove the car from my house til... Navotas and then back. Yep... quite a long friggin drive. After that I headed to Makati for a tune-up game (volleyball) with the other team from the office.... And now I'm just killing time here at the office while waiting for my sis to finish her shift. Now that I'm hella tired hopefully I won't have any more time to mind the things that are bugging me. You know those endless 'what ifs' in your head...? Yeah just let them be... even if it was your decision that ended you up with the what ifs... how the hell do you know it's not really destined that you be where you are and not where you think you should be...? Hahahaha I think I just need to sleep this one off.
The key to all the confusion...? Be happy where you are.
Right.
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| Funny how things work out... and how they just don't.. It's been 8 months since my last relationship. And by now i should be at least half-way over it. At least. For some strange reason I feel like I just went back to square one. It's not like I haven't tried anything... coz I HAVE exhausted all possible means. Went to the gym, took driving lessons, went out with my family, friends...with a 'friend'... I just can't seem to get myself together. I wonder what I'm doin wrong...
During those 8 months... I did like someone though. But it would've been another disaster.. And besides...it wouldn't have worked out... coz someone else would've taken him from me. Somebody always takes away what I have. Better not to have sumthin I could lose. The cycle's just too tiring already. I'm just glad that someone is 'fine' now and with someone else. Now if I come around any time soon and regret having let go the people I could've been happy with... Like I said, I'm gna have to live with that. But til then... gonna have to deal with all the baggage.
The suckiest part of all this is that I keep remembering even the tiny details. I wish I could carry on with my life the way he easily did. How I wish I could just wipe the slate clean. But I can't now can I.
8 months still doesn't seem enough.
Hmmm enuf enuf of the mushy stuff... divert divert!!!
Just wna share some pics from my brother in law's bro's wedding. hehehe watever :p
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